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I dont even know… August 23, 2009

Filed under: My Life — kateliveslaughsloves @ 8:28 am

Yesterday was one of the most productive days I have had all summer, which is pretty sad because I really should have a job by now and still don’t.  School starts on Monday, so yesterday I went to school and took my math placement test to see what math class i would take, and i got placed into the one below the one i wanted so, im not too bummed on that.  Now i just need to crash a class sometime next week, so i actually end up in the math class.  After getting my books and walking around campus i went grocery shopping, which was much needed, and still haven’t really gotten enough to last me, so in the next couple days ill be going out to the store again.  At 4pm i had a job interview for a babysitting job that initially is only for the next couple weeks but could be longer.  i seriously hope that I get the job, because I love being around kids, and pretty much just need something to do with my free time.  I’m excited that i am actually going to start being busy again, because this summer was fun, but i think i would have enjoyed it more if i was making money too.

Tonight i really wanted to go out, but my roommate didn’t really want to.  After a while i convinced her to go, even though not much was going on, i just really felt like going out,  when we finally got out the door, i was over it right away, but we walked around, and really didn’t find much.  We both weren’t feeling it and then just came back home.  its ok though, because im tired anyways.  i felt bad, but the night was dead from the start i think.

Tomorrow i don’t know what im going to do, hopefully sleep in and maybe clean up a bit around the house.  but other than that it’s my LAST DAY OF SUMMER so im just going to do nothing…all day haha

well im tired now so goodnight 🙂


End of Summer… August 18, 2009

Filed under: Movies,My Life,Television — kateliveslaughsloves @ 7:14 am

wow i literally have not posted in over a month, and i haven’t even been busy.  no job. still.  I am going insane.  Some days i lay in bed for hours doing nothing, or watching hours of TV, losing brain cells.  Other days i venture out into my neighborhood to get some candy, or wash my car, and follow up on some job possibilities, but I’m so drained from this job search that some days i just say i cant do this anymore.

I start school in a week and am so not ready. actually i am ready to start new, again, but summer went by so fast!  as of now, i have class mon and wed from 8am to 5pm but i also have to take a math class which i have to take a placement test for first.  I’m so nervous for it, because i really want to get placed in a certain class so i don’t completely screw up my transfer plan. crossing my fingers.  in the next few days i need to do a test drive to school so that i know when to leave and i need to go find all my classes so i don’t get lost.

I’m gonna give you all a recap of my last month

  • settled into my new apartment
  • went to Disneyland for my birthday with my best friends
  • SB pride
  • had an interview @ Williams Sonoma
  • went to Malibu and Santa Monica a few times
  • went to the Cali Mid-State Fair with Jessica and saw Kelly Clarkson in concert
  • saw the Fray in concert at SB Bowl w/Kyle and Jessica
  • partied in IV w/ some new and old friends
  • went to Disneyland again with my family
  • saw The Ugly Truth, 500 days of Summer, The Time Traveler’s Wife, and The Goods
  • read L.A. Candy by Lauren Conrad and The Time Traveler’s Wife (for the third time) by Audrey Niffinegger (sp)
  • done way to many dishes and not enough laundry

Sounds like a lot but not really, it was all a blast though. this weekend I’m up in Sonoma, visiting family and friend before school starts.  I am having so much fun in SB, but sometimes i think that maybe i made too quick of a decision to move.  I could have worked at home all summer and then moved, or i could have just stayed at SRJC for another year…but then i think about how much fun i have been having living in SB, on my own, with my best friend, i go back and forth.  I try to live with no regrets, so this isn’t any excuse, once i get a job and school starts i think i will have a better outlook on things…it’s just now I’m in this sort of funky limbo/rut that i cant get out of.

to get it out of my mind i watch True Blood (so delicious), Weeds (watch w/roomie), Skins (craziness), among others…

hopefully next time i write, i will have some interesting stories about school or a new job, or even some new friends…until then live laugh love 🙂